hmmm

i just read my last blog and i realized
1.  am lazy
2.  i give up easily
3.  i think i write ok

so i am motivated more than before AGAIN. (this is becoming a familiar road by the way).

i wonder why when i finally find love i get to like someone thats not  for me. meaning he is out of ma reach and in tune with someone else(no forth finger tie though but same difference).

new-ays am here. missing love and missing me and every naughty and good stuffs i used to represent.

am still here. waiting for another HIM to come and " sweep me off ma feet" because my greatest challenge is that i love love more than should be wise or sensible.

ok i just realized this is all gibberish but pride wont let me erase em away because this is a small feat i just conquered.

am outta here with my whatever it is within my thighs. * sighs

settling?

after practically lounging @ home for a while,
and turning down job offers like am related to the royal family,(we are actually cousins)
i finally land myself in a job with an adverts company.
older than my siblings @ home.
Had to go through the initial fresh meat(let's score some points on her moves done by guys) syndrome
It was fun because yours truly did not complain.
i mean how can i?
freebies everywhere i turn?
how lucky can a chic get?
Neways i settled in nicely with my very large Mac system given to me
the perks of the job leaves a happy grin on me face
no late hours or weekends job,
i know, i know don't try stealing it from me.* BIG GRIN ON ME
Anyways. am loving my spot right now
my space is fun and colorful
and i love me. the smiling me more
hope i come back real soon again.
Uhhh oooo
my boss just gave me the eye
later page.
am out before am caught.

Questions

Most times I as myself...
Why is it that after planing and strategizing a plan
I just go back and write an entirely different script
From the original master plan on my mind.
The other day I made plans about something I hold important,
And when faced with the situation, what did I do?
So unlike me though but I chickened out and I was so angry
I knew me.
Why is it that the person you fall hopelessly and greedily
In love with is either 50% taken or 50% he is not into you.
How does that work out for both parties? I mean its not like
Am expecting life to be a big ball with colours and party and
Drinks and food and every good thing one can imagine in one's
Warped mind(even though that's kinda tempting and not a bad
Idea if we do have that)but at least I think we deserve a break
From time to time on issues like this.
Why is it that politics in my country hasn't changed much since
I was a lil child. The peeps rulling my country since when I was the cutest
Toddler to have escaped from being an angel, are still the sorry old
Minded peeps rulling fresh and innovative minds and the painful part?
They don't wanna let go cos assuming in their small world that the
Country can't go too far without their greedy lecherous hands.
Why is it that all of a sudden am doing this I suddenly feel sleepy?
Why is that am still not where I thought I would be by now.
Why is it that when you don't know twitter you feel its not intresting,
But the moment you both discover yourselves you are hardly out of each
Others hands.
Why do you have a dirty warped mind and thinking of my last sentence in
Another light?
Answers answers is all I need right now because the words are
Indeed getting louder and more persistent.
Most times I ask myself......

Another Shot

Its so embarrassing when you set out on something and in less than no time,
Your aim gives you a wicked grin because its smartly slipped off your grasp.
Last time I was here was last year and all I could do was a shameful few very
Lines. Now its not about who reads it or not(would be nice if its read though)
But its about the target I set out for myself to achieve.
Once again, as normal and humanly lazy as I am, I have conviniently
Evaded the task I asked of myself.
Enough wailing already. Let's see how far I last this time before I bolt
Towards the door again.
This year from the looks of things(well if the start justifies the end neways)
Its going to be a happy year for me. Things I only imagined are just falling
Into very pleasant places its amazing. God has been good or is it that I have
Been more so he has found a reason to be more too? Dunno but that's a conversation
With myself for another day.
Am loving my photography classes so much and I can't honestly wait to be out there
Clicking away.
I hope I come back here again pretty soon. Missing you already but I gotta run now. Xoxo

Intro

Just staining the first page with my ink...
wanted to just open and leave it till ...probably later...
but the tiny pieces keeps pulling me back for just a teeny weeny peak...
could i resist it?
obviously not
cos here i am typing to me sumtin but probably to the next....
tiny gibberish annoying words...
signing out til.....